Is my loan gone?

I went to school in like 2008ish it was for a ba I think I did maybe 1-2 semesters got tired of traveling and the classes I had to start with where like accounting math art for an it degree.

I know I saw 34k listed before for the loan i know I had nelnet Sallie Mae and aidvantage I never paid it I know I saw it in collections or atleast on my credit report but now I dont see it anywhere asif I never went and I just see infor about my aa degree loan.

Where did it go lol?