For some context:
Me and my boyfriend "broke up" like 2 or 3 weeks ago(?? Idek how to call it since he said he wants to take break just for a bit  for his mental health but turned it into full breakup silently immediately). He said he still loves me but for now wants to be alone and still friends and hangout with me since apparently I'm "the best person he ever met". He also said he does it to not drag me down with him when hes getting depressed. When we hang out he basically acts the same as before, even grabbed my hand but i guess it was accidentally. I feel like hes playing with my heart rn. Im feeling so stupid for tye fact that i care and 2 days ago he did stuff with me. I thought that if he doesnt love me he wouldnt +i wasnt the one who initiated it. Am I over reacting for saying that I feel like he don't really care about me anymore and that's why he broke up with me? I'm planning to unblock him after day or 2 but I want to know if he will even bother to send me sms or call. And ik there's no one else and its not bcs hes looking to cheat but im still hurt that he said bcs of his mental state his libido is basically 0 but I seen his history on reddit looking at Sydney sweeney nsfw and other girls at nsfw forums. I told him how I felt about it but he just brushes it off and rather me to stfu about it. 
I'm sorry I have no one to talk about it or at least no one i trust enough. 

AIO that I'm tired of it?