Slipped after 7 months

As title says, slipped after 7 months. I was doing pretty well and had a trip coming up that I knew I possibly would let myself drink on. I ended up drinking on this trip. Nothing crazy but I’ve been back home and yesterday - I drank, alone at home …

It wasn’t worth it. I had some glasses of wine. Remembered how I used to do this 2/3 times a week. Felt pretty stupid. Bit of a waste of an evening.

Today, I’m not angry or very upset with myself. I’m disappointed. But, I was able to make it 7 months and get to the point where I wasn’t even thinking of drinking most of that time. I just lived my life. So I’m going back to that. And I feel much better knowing that I can.