I have a huge cheating kink

I (24)(m) have the biggest cheating kink and I can’t get rid of it! Me and my girl have great times in bed and have never had any problems to lead me to this, but there is something so fucking hot thinking about me walking in on my girl cheating on me with her girlfriend or another girl, then having me join. We have even talked about letting someone join us (guy or girl) but I always want it to start the same with me coming home and finding her cheating on me. I also can’t stop thinking about edging with other women through txt. I lay in bed next to my wife at night while she presses her ass against my dick and read the “slutty confessions” page and get so horny all I want to do is edge with another girl and talk about the dirty things we’d do to eachother literally behind my girls back. Please let me know if this is bad 😵‍💫🫣😅