I finally left.

I posted a few times in this community about catching my bf watching porn while I was in the next room. It was really my last straw to finally make a change.

A little over a week ago I ended out 4.5 year relationship and I felt a small rush of peace. I know it’s going to keep growing after time, but the healing journey is going to be hard. I have lost so much confidence in myself from knowing about his porn use and being lied to. I really look forward to the day I can have a relationship with health intimacy.

If anyone has advice for loving myself again and healing from a relationship that drained me, please comment or reach out!

It is really good to know there is a community of people who have gone through similar experiences. I feel less alone.