My bf should never find out but i crave it so much..

My bf wanted to be cucked for so long, so we did it for like one year online and after that year i found someone really handsome and was like yes we can do it now in reallife.

I invited the guy and my bf to a club and we all hanged out so my bf could be comfortable and not anything weird

The guy was totally my type of dude, a 1,90m tall russian skinny dude with a way bigger dick then my, more chubby and nerdy BF,

After the club my bf was not really into it anymore, but in secret i was so into it i was dripping alone from the thought of fucking him

My bf was like i can be friends with hum but no fucking, so i went to the club with my friend alone again, my bf went home bc he was too drunk alrwady and around 1 in the morning he texts me that he wanna get cucked now.

I was like omg yes he finally lets me fuck him. So i grab the guy and took him to the bathroom. As i was sucking him off i felt my phone vibrating all the time i got up and chekked the messages. My bf was like “no pls dont do it i want you for me alone”

But i was already getting fucked doggy on the clubs bathroom. I texted him and told him that i wouldnt do it and he can have me for his own.but yes i fucked the guy for like 40 minutes straight and he even filled me up.

I didnt tell my bf and i kinda wanna do it again…