this may be a bit cringe, but i don't have many places to post this where other people could understand the sheer amount of joy and excitement i felt. this song was my favorite for about a decade. i've been a big fan for 20 years and only just got to see them live for the first time on saturday in arlington. it felt so amazing and cathartic to sing along to everything, so i'm sorry you can hear my voice in this lol and i am sorry the video is so crappy!! i don't usually post videos in a lot of places unless i get a really good one, but i felt so goddamn giddy in this moment and i wanted to share it.   
for months, i even said, "i hope they play kill all your friends" (near the top of a list with other songs, but still!!!)  
  
even without that song, it still would've been one of the best nights of my life.  
i've been to a lot of concerts, but i can't remember the last time i saw a band look that consistently happy to be on stage the entire show. i'm not sure i've ever heard a crowd as loud as it was during helena, and that's saying something, because i went to the goddamn eras tour. it felt so right to spend the last night of my 20's with MCR (i turned 30 yesterday). best birthday weekend ever. that show felt like lightning in a bottle for me. it was nothing short of magic.

when gerard said they were gonna play a b-side from TBP, i started freaking the fuck out