From a woman you seemed to like

Hey,

Funny how I miss just texting you that first hey message. I was always so happy and looking forward to talking to you. I loved the psychic way we would just understand each other. I miss hearing the beautiful different tone of your voice and your laugh. I miss your eyes as beautiful as a sunset.

It has been 3 months this week. It is still hard. I'm still surprised and confused at how often you are in my head and how deep you are in my heart. I'm in tears writing this. I've been through a lot of emotions but I still think I will and I can get through this. Everything will be okay.

Life is not easy for anyone. It certainly has not been easy for you or for me. But I was genuinely seeing us truly happy together, stronger, healing our pain through unconditional love.

I'm leaving for Japan soon, I always have that moment in my head when you told me to ask you any advice since you've been there. I would love to hear it so much.

Sometimes, I feel moody, sad and depressed. Then I remember the why, and I accept that we were meant to transform each other through lost glaze and unspoken thoughts.

I miss your presence. I'll never forget how our arms lightly touched. All I wanted was to fall into them so you could hold me tight and never let me go. So that I could give myself to you, completely.

I can't help but wonder... since we were so much alike...is you not reaching out for the same reason I'm not? It feels so odd. Tbh I'll never fully comprehend what happened. But I wish you’re happy.