Public Access to Pass List

This is what I am most fearful of. Not being on the pass list and everyone in the office searching the list of names to see if I pass.

I confided in my manager of needing to take the bar, now I’ve come to find out the whole office knows, as confirmed this morning when a random colleague from another office came to ask how “it went” and to “keep them posted” of results. Like seriously??!!!

Now my nerves are at an all-time high and it’s not even October. I don’t know how I am going to handle the embarrassment if I fail. This is also a re-take for me.

Anyone else nervous about this? I may take the day off around the same time it drops.