I am a black man and I love white women. It makes me freacking sick and angry because I know its wrong. A black man should never want or date a white woman.

I have always had deep feelings for white women and I hate myself for that. I have tried for many years to get over this feeling, I tried liking other ethnicities of women mostly my own. But yet I always find myself falling for white women and what makes it worst is that white women don't like me back because white women only prefer white men which is appropriate. I just wish I could stop being interested in white women, but I can't help it at all and it makes me furious.