Officially 3 months clean today

Just making this post to tell anyone out there that is struggling that it is possible to get clean, permanently. I rarely have urges anymore to be honest and when I do I just think about how bad things were (-$100 in my checking account, horrendous short term memory, bad relationships, all the lying, debt, brain fog, etc). It got to a point where I could barely speak English 😂. Fortunately when I got my b12 levels checked they weren’t alarmingly low so I don’t think I will have any permanent physical side effects. I encourage anyone out there caught in this horrible addiction to just try your hardest to go two weeks without it. If that means locking yourself in your room for two weeks then so be it: just do whatever makes you comfortable. Video games helped me ALOT, whenever I would get an urge to go hit the smoke shop and spend my last $80 on a tank I would just start playing a video game and within the hour that thought would be far gone. I would also recommend attending the weekly meetings, knowing that you’re not alone in this is HUGE. Shoutout to everyone on this sub-reddit for changing my life for the better. Fuck NOS