Don't think you are safe

My fellow men and ladies here, don't think you are safe just because you've been abstinent for a couple of days, weeks, or even months. Today I experienced such a horniness that I never experienced before! It was crazy, I reached 36 days and thought I was safe until my brain was playing games with me. I was so horny that I wanted to meet a prostitute, which is crazy, and yes, I even went to the gym in the morning. After a while, I realized that this is not the way, and Im still rock horny, so I fapped in the shower while watching porn. The urge is gone, and it didn't end like a horror story, but I still failed. Two mistakes from my side, I watched a twerk video a week ago on Instagram, and today I looked at prostitutes in my area.

Don't feed your demons even when you think it's not going to happen; maybe it won't happen on that day, but later on, you will regret it because the urges will come to you. So think twice before you are looking at certain pictures or videos, you know your triggers, don't act surprised if you relapse. I'm not going to beat myself up; I will reset my counter and do it better this time.