I need advice with my life i didnt went to college bc my family are all broken and mentally broken and my raised country never could find a part time job or even full time so now in my mid 20s I have to choose spend money on health food or beauty essentials

The country is live in speak almost fluent and do get part time jobs but the pay is miserable specially since i cannot write and read so should i went to college in other country with eng speaking culture ? I dont really want to go to college in my mid 20s i feel like my strengths are gym jobs dancing jobs eng translations im super funny and witty i have good memory i speak eng spanish conversional Japanese and Korean basic french im stuck in asia with low payment jobs what should i do