Fear of c section. Not my first time.

Hi everyone, I know the title might seem a bit silly but let me provide some context. This is actually my 3rd pregnancy, I had my first full term. Then I lost him when he was around 5 months. I now only have my 6(f) year old. Shared custody with her father. Due to medical reasons I'm unable to have a safe natural delivery. So my only option is c section. I am now currently 6 weeks pregnant from my husband. This will be his first baby, although he is excellent with my daughter & gets along very well with my ex as well, admittedly he is a bit nervous but mostly excited! We both are. However I can't stop thinking about the surgery & the recovery. I know what to expect, I mean it's definitely not my first rodeo! But it's definitely no walk in the park either. I will be awake during, as I was previously. I trust my doctors & the hospital where I will be delivering is amazing!!! I trust them wholeheartedly 🙏 I just cant shake this fear & I keep thinking what if something goes wrong? I don't wanna manifest anything so I try to keep my worries to myself & at a minimum. I guess I'm just asking for a bit of comforting words or something 😔 Please no judgment. Anything is appreciated!!! I'm open to answering any questions as well if needed. Thank you all in advance ❤️