20 [NB4A] helpless goon-baby cant function around boobies😵‍💫

No cis men, I use masculine terms, AMAB (all participants must be 18+)

Im permanently naive, I am also quite possibly legitimately stupid, English is the only language I speak and even then I struggle, stuttering, misspelling words, mispronouncing words, and don’t even get me started on big words, just looking at them is confusing, when people use them it just feels like something im not meant to hear.

I love being bullied and teased for my lack of intelligence, being awwwed at, thought lesser of, calling me little or small as you dumb down even the simple stuff to guarantee I understand it. The idea of needing help in every aspect of my life because my brain doesn’t work as it should is extremely triggering, like im forced to be reliant on someone who is smarter than me.

I really like playing into the idea of a porn or masturbation addiction. I think the idea of struggling with something just for someone to come along and offer help, who ends up just making it worse, every time I protest or question it im dismissed because I just wouldnt understand, it is all really hot

Is it clear I have mommy issues yet?