I hate the man I'm becoming; a rant

She compliments me, with a broad smile on her face, we have never talked, I know she is hitting on me. Her face pleads innocence but I know better, she has probably been fucked in these very church grounds,how many of her guy friends have already done it? I know I will smash too, but without feelings. Because I know women too well to give them my heart.

She reminds me of my uni crush/classmate, Naomi. She was brilliant, outgoing, church loving and seemed perfect. But I knew something was off about her, she was fake but I seemed crazy for pointing it out. Fake, manipulative and friendly, and no female friends as they were too much "drama"

But fate had it that I would find out that she wasn't who she sold herself to be. Found her making out with a senior guy in the cover of a dark corner i went down the rabbit hole... dating someone twice her age, dated a uni student while she was in highschool, seniors knew about her sexcapades ... all her male friends thought she was a Saint were being sold a lie.

Fast forward to today, I admire this cute stranger's attempt to hit on me. I'll make it worth her while and push for sex on the first date, then move on to the next, but I wish I didn't know better about the nature of women.