My first situationship.

So, I met this guy after my very first break-up. I met him online. We talked for a month before meeting, and one early morning, he told me that he was already in a relationship. I don’t know why, but I didn’t stop talking to him. I know I should have stopped after knowing this, but something was stopping me. We both liked each other, and we used to talk till morning. We decided to meet, and I thought to keep it platonic, but nothing worked as I had thought. We started getting close to each other.

He was the kind of guy who didn’t care much. We went to a bar on our second date, and I ended up drinking way more than my capacity. I didn’t realize it, but the situation got steamy there. I came back home and regretted it, and I felt sorry for the girl he was with. He was kind of manipulative—he made me come to his birthday and requested me not to say no to anything. He did a lot of things, and I just couldn’t say no to him. There was a guilt that if I said no to him, I might end up spoiling his day.

He made me meet his friends. We went to dinner. After coming back, I decided to end it and forget him. After that day, I never called him. I still regret and feel sorry for myself and the girl. I could have made better choice.