So angry man (35m)

Man, it'll be day 10 finished soon, in total it's 17 days with 1 relapse. Bro I can't believe I'm 35 and my dick doesn't work. I don't even know what to say. 35 dick doesn't work and only slept with 1 chick ever is crazzzyy bad. There's no sensitivity/crazy pleasure feeling on my dick like when I was 25, feel like I rubbed all the sensitivity away from fapping too much + being high/drunk. I don't get hard to porn no matter what it is either anymore, watched too much of it. I've been trying to make money online for 10 years almost, been broke since like last 7 years. Finally it's starting to work, I'll probably make 15,000$usd/month by year end but like bro my dick doesn't work and I don't think it'll work for 2 years+. All this money coming and can't even hookup with a chick. Bro will be pushing 40 when trying to hook up -_-. Insane, it makes me sad. Why did I get addicted to pictures/video on a screen. So stupid...seriously low IQ behavior.