I hate being such a picky eater

I hate oatmeal, I hate tomato sauce, I hate cooked peppers and onions, I hate so many commonly liked things that it’s hard for me to eat outside of my own house. I can’t stand the texture of soggy bread, so I never put any sauces or condiments or foods that are wet (like tomatoes) on anything with bread involved. There’s so many things I dislike that I just have everything at the bare minimum. Plain pasta with butter, a sandwich with only cheese since I dislike most sandwich meats, a burger with a piece of lettuce and onion, and so on. And none of those taste that good, it’s just better than the alternative of eating something that makes me gag if I have anything more than a small bite.

I’m so picky it’s made me just dislike eating, because anything I do like I overeat until I dislike it as well. I’ll skip meals whenever I can and have as small of a portion as possible unless it’s something I actually like (which isn’t common). If I wasn’t living with my parents and being forced to eat, I’d probably starve. Just because I’m so picky that I don’t even like eating. I wish I could just have normal taste instead of gagging whenever I have to eat a mushroom or something.