Is it ok to hate my parents

Everyday is getting worse and worse. I feel like I'm suffocating and at this point I don't want to live anymore.

I wasn't always like this but ever since my mom met this guy and my dad randomly got married to who is now my stepmother, it's never been the same.

First let's start with my mom. She's a complete neet freak about everything. I can't even go outside with certain shoes if they don't match my outfit even if I'm going to my dad's house. Ever since she met the guy it got worst and she yells at us every day about it and takes away our phones. I don't like the guy, I don't know why but the feeling I get from him is just not right and he ever tries to control my mom, they broke up many times before he changed and are now about to get back together because my mom said she didn't want to be lonely. Also my mom came home today to what she calls a "dirty" house and sat us don't for a talk. She said since we're getting older, we should be able to do things without her telling us and she said she'll turn off our phones if we don't do clean the house everyday, mind you I'm 13 and my brother is 15. I just turned 13 and she wants me to do everything. Today my so called "excuse" was I had been taking care of my sick cousin and had forgot to clean the downstairs. I don't even tell her things anymore or want to talk to her anymore. I even wasn't feeling well and didn't eat all day and she only asked me if I was ok until night time. She's so busy with work she barely has time to even talk to me sometimes other then tell me to do chores or cook dinner.

Thank you for reading. That's all for now, I'll try to post tomorrow. Have a good day👍