Is it rly for me?

To put long story short, I’ve been dressing up since I was 12 and the first porn I ever watched was sissy hypno. I also had my first meet-up as soon as I turned 18, but didn’t like It at all :(

Now I can confirm that I like the thought of being all girly, but I’m not attracted to guys at all, just to cocks and only when I’m horny :(

Plz help