Had a short dream of someone I’ve been getting to know LDR suddenly call things off… now I woke up crying…

So I live in US & she lives in Canada.

Idk man… I feel like things were starting to advance but there would be times where I’d get super paranoid about her talking to other people. But in all honesty I can’t really name any actual red flags this time other than past experiences. We were able to communicate about everything, nothing felt forced, we were on the same page about a lot of stuff & we found each other attractive. Today she hasn’t talked to me in almost half a day (and I guess she can be busy, and while not responding for 6 hours has really only happened I think 2-3 times I get super insecure & paranoid) & I was already tired today so I took a nap and woke up 20 mins ago.

The portion of this dream I had was me seeing her from a distance afraid to go see her and when I finally came close to her. She was sitting at a small table & the phone fell towards my direction, then suddenly said “i don’t think we should continue this” I literally felt my heart drop and shatter into a million pieces but one thing I remember seeing on said phone was “hey this is x the guy you gave me your number to” and I immediately woke up. My heart started racing and before I knew it I broke into so many tears & I haven’t done that in forever. I always felt insecure about her one day ditching me out of the blue because hey it’s long distance right? But I havent felt like this before

I dont get it. We’ve been getting to know each other for what will be two months in the next several days and there’s no real indication that she was losing interest, in fact I felt like she was getting to be more attracted to me as she did tell me she is a slow burner & wanted to take things slow and properly get to know me (and I also said this before she did, when I was asked about my intentions and we both explained why).

Please tell me I’m stuck in my head this isn’t fair I don’t understand why does the universe constantly dangle things in front of my face just to strip them from me and leave me crushed & shattered…