the worst part of a breakup.

it’s unnatural to stop talking like we didn’t spend the last 3 years every day together. it’s something i’m really struggling to come to terms with.

especially because i’ve been through grief before, and actually experienced what it’s like to never talk to a loved one again. how is it normal to do that to someone who is alive?

and it’s the fact my ex cheated on me and I still feel this way. I miss them more than anything. I wish they didn’t cheat on me and my trust wasn’t broken, but I need to stand up for myself.

it’s hard being this way and just wanting to forgive (even though realistically I can’t) because I feel like life is too short.

anyone else felt like this?