I just want to run

I’m normally confident around women and people in general. I’m not even romantically involved with this person, we have crushed on each other, for a bit, but I’m not trying to develop anything romantically. However simply entering the same building as her is almost giving me a panic attack. I’ve no idea why there’s so much anxiety that gets released when I’m in her vicinity.

I don’t think my psyche will hold at this rate… I just want stability of mind I don’t think I’m ready for this.

I’m not in the best mental health state to begin with and I am struggling to find stability as is. I’ve been making a lot of progress but I swear this is going to break me if I don’t put some boundaries up.