Mormon college boy explores sexual sin [M21F28] [College][Hand Job][Sin]

I had been back from my Mormon mission for about a year and was working as a Real Estate agent at a housing development. Mormons are pretty strict about all things surrounding sexual purity. No sex before marriage, no masturbating, no heavy petting and no necking. For two years on my mormon mission I had been an extremely obedient Mormon boy. I didn't look at porn and didn't masturbate (not even once). I was always horny and had no outlet. My job meant a lot of time alone and bored on the computer. I came across a free online dating site and decided to make a profile. I chatted with girls as often as could. He helped me pass the time and I found it very exciting. It was basically the first time I started interacting with women outside of my little Mormon bubble. I quickly realized that not all girls were like the prude BYU co-eds that I was surrounded by.

After a few months on the site I met a cute Filipina girl named Tina. She wasn't Mormon and was a few years older than me (which I found exciting). We talked every day and after a little while our conversations became a bit more sensual. She was shocked to find out that I was a virgin and had basically zero experience with a girl. I was paranoid about sinning so the furthest thing I let my mind consider was making out. It was constant battle between my self of wanting to explore the sexual urges in my body, but also wanting to not sin and be a good member of the church. But soon we made a plan to meet up.

We decided to go to a movie. I picker her up at her home. She was wearing a blue halter top with a short white skirt and black flip flops. I remember leaning in to her till our shoulders touched, then, sharing an armrest so our forearms pressed against each others then I finally worked up the courage to hold her hand. Before I knew it the movie was over and we were heading back out to the car. Once inside she suddenly leaned in and began to kiss me. I instantly became hard. Making out with someone who wasn't Mormon felt like such a dangerous game to me. I kissed her back and felt her hand on my leg. All of the sudden there was a tap on our window and cop was there telling us to move along (typical conservative Mormon town).

I put the car in gear and drove her back to her house. When I parked in the driveway she leaned back over and begun to kiss me. Again my erection came back immediately. I could feel the wetness of the pre-cum in my pants as she grabbed my hand and slowly moved it under her shirt to her naked breasts. They were soft and warm and felt small in my hands. She let out a small moan and kissed me harder. As I caressed her breasts I felt her hand on my leg. It moved up till it was inches away from my cock and I could just feel the tip of her fingers press ever so slightly against the head of my penis through my jeans. At this point I was so hard i was starting to feel light headed.

I felt her hands move to my belt. I made a half hearted attempt to stop her, mumbling something about how I couldn't, but again I felt her hand on my belt and this time I let her. I felt her fingers move down my pants, past my belt, under my underwear and then slowly I felt them close around the shaft of my bulging cock. No one other than myself until this moment had ever touched me there. My heart was beating so fast that I could barely hear. The thing I most wanted, but didn't dare ask for was happening. I felt the warmth of her hand around me as she began to pull on me and gently squeeze me as i sat paralyzed with anticipation. She had barely started when I felt that tightening happen deep within me as an uncontrollable orgasm came surging from deep within me. As I came inside my pants I could feel the sensation of the orgasm all over in my body. It exploded from my balls out my cock, but then I felt the shock of it reverberate back through my entire body. It was like the recoil of a gun. I felt the orgasm in my shoulders, in my chest, even behind my knees. It was a high that was completely new to me, but one I knew I would constantly be chasing. She felt the wetness in my pants, gave a quiet giggle and kissed me on the cheek. We said good night and I drove home, feeling a mix of emotions. Shames that I had sinned against god and violated my mormon rules, but also an incredible excitement that came from my first sexual experience with another person.