I'm going crazy because of a fanfic 😭😭😭

I know this community isn't about venting, but I need to express the sad feeling I felt when I finished reading a fanfic about a romance between Wednesday Addams and male reader, which follows the plot of the Netflix show but with Y/N inserted.

I loved this fanfic so much that I even dreamed about it, seriously. The problem is that while reading I felt an immense emptiness because I realized that none of it really existed and everything was just fiction. It's even more absurd when I was jealous when I saw Wednesday kiss Tyler when I rewatched the Netflix show.

Seriously, I'm going crazy. I'm going really crazy and I don't know what I am anymore. Nothing makes any sense anymore. I fell in love with a fictional character played by an actress who doesn't even know I exist. AAAAA LOL im joking