any1 else had alcohol dependence but knew like nothing about alcohol brands/types/etc

idk if that makes sense lol, just like, i have basically the knowledge of a teenager who never drank in their life, regarding any types of drinks or brands or anything.

when i was drinking i would just grab the strongest/cheapest/most accessible shit. i preferred liquor but it literally didn’t matter what brand or type as long as it was cheap. other than that it was four lokos (i feel nauseous even typing that lol) or just, anything available to me. also i know literally nothing about beer at all

i feel like whenever people talk about their “favorite drinks” or anything revolving around that i feel stupid. to others, i feel come off as a person whose never had a drink in their life due to my lack of knowledge around alcohol. when i was in detox i feel like they thought i was lying about how much/often i drank bc when they asked me what i drank i was like “uhhhh anything?”

dunno if this makes sense lol