Killing Myself

I’m too tired I was raped and drugged. Family blamed me for being raped. Siblings are horrible to me and blamed me for being gay and doing drugs. There is so much and I mean so fucking much and I just don’t have any energy for it I’m at my wits end and ready to just fucking end it. I had a nightmare where I was shot in the head still alive somehow and raped through the bullet hole

Yeah…….help me ! Stay away from me ,where am I 😅