18M4A could someone lend me their toys and lube (Nanaimo)

A bit of a different request, but could anyone perhaps lend me some anal toys and lube that I can use? I’m questioning my sexuality a lot, and unfortunately I cannot go out and buy toys of my own, without my parents knowing, since they keep track of purchases while I’m away for university. I don’t need a ton, just a few a beginner would use, and progress, just so I can experience it. I’m kind of stuck, so unless someone wants to buy me $20 dildo, I’m kind of banking on this.