I have been told to look into hucow..

Hi hello

I am looking for anyone who is interested in giving me an honest opinion about me. I am not looking for anything specific and I am not expecting anything specific. Just speak without the need of any filter. I can handle it.

Let me provide some backstory though. I always felt more at home with being a tomboy. Well I never fully committed to calling myself that but you know I just was happy to be able to not have an overly feminine build. That has been what I appreciated for many years. And maybe I took it for granted. I haven’t even reached 30 yet and it feels like my body is failing me. I feel like a balloon that keeps expanding. Even after a couple of month of trying to lose weight and getting back to my old shape. I keep falling back so easily. And I am taking good care of my eating habits. Tbh even more than before. When I was younger I could eat whatever and nothing. And now it feels like I can eat a salad and expand.. finding pants also gets quite difficult for me. As nothing seems to fit the way I like it. And they make me feel so wide. Dresses are better at hiding things. But I prefer pants over dresses. Well thanks for reading my rambles. Maybe I am just meant to be wide. Who knows.