Literally where the FUCK is my little freak hiding??

I’m so sick and tired of living completely in my own head and in the notes app. Where the actual fuck is this person who feels the same things I feel and thinks the same things I do? They’re out there somewhere, I know it. I’ve already planned everything out, I’m gonna end things in a year and a half from now (when I’m old enough to buy a gun) but fucking hell the wait SUCKS. Is it so much to ask to have some company before I go?? Just a single fucking shred of comfort on this god forsaken planet?

I fucking KNOW they exist. WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU HIDING????