If I fail my second year, I will run away from home.

My parents hate me anyway. I don't think I will fail, but I want to get out of the house so bad and realistically I think I have to. I'm gonna move in with a friend whilst working. If it doesn't work out then I'm going with my GF. I can't stand to watch them do the same thing that messed me up this year.

I got all 90% in my first year. This year I have a resit determining whether I make it to year 2 because I have to pass ALL modules. I need 14% to pass this module (I got 80% weighted 40/60 on the last one). Sure, I could get it. I've been depressed over the summer. Severely so. So studying has been impossible, it was the reason I got a deferral but it still hasn't gone away.

Any and all advice would be appreciated.

They have tried to stop me leaving the house before, to the point where they have hit me, scratched me and tackled me. I had a panic attack. This happened a month ago. So leaving would be an all or nothing thing.