Here’s to you, my love

Once again I’m writing to you, my love. I still hurt everyday knowing you’re out there with other girls. I hurt because us being apart is my fault. I regret not being honest with myself in the beginning and I regret not allowing myself to actually be happy the way I wanted to be happy. My happiness stems from you. I think of our time together and I smile first because it was so good and then I get sad because I know it’s gone because of me. I’m still here, my love. I just want you to be happy and I see you’re happy so I will keep my distance unless you tell me otherwise. Here’s to you, my love, and may our paths cross again.