Remember January 31, 2010?

About 2am, not too cold, you came over, and I came down, and we were alone, till they showed up, and got them, and they called them, and the rest is history?

I want you to know i cant bring myself to cut that thread completely, mostly bc our last encounter made you leak the way you did and I found that wildly arousing. What you said still sticks with me. That part about how I intentionally manipulated you. I didn't. But I wanna test the waters to see if I can.

Thats why this is a post as opposed to a discord message. I really dont wanna hurt you. But reddit is my outlet. And im not sorry that I have these thoughts. Truthfully I think im a narcissist bc I wanna test the waters bc knowing I could would make me cum like that night we hate fucked.

But you dont deserve that. You dont deserve to see this growth in me either as you assumed I wasnt capable of it. Again, reddit is my outlet. You're here by you're own fruition. So if you're still along, I do want you to know a few things.

You still find your way to my fondle fests, thank you for re-supplying me, you're right, the pictures help relive it. Never thought id say that did you? The 'you're right'. I have cum in the 15 years since that night you your cadence of "You. Always. Have. To be. Right." More than I have fucked my husband in the 6 we've been entangled. You dont deserve to see this growth.

But sharing it with you in this fashion I suppose is the most cathartic way. A sort of pandoras box or schrodingers cat if you will. I get it off my chest, and presuming theres no response as my last response read "im good" and you seem suited with that, theres really no expectation to respond. So this can simply live here. All the thoughts of 'what if, maybe, and possibly' concerning you and what might have a chance if I wasnt good.

I do miss fucking you though. I'll never say I dont.