Roller coaster of emotions 🤪

This is my first broken bone ever. Silly waterpark misstep fractured my 5th metatarsal. I am almost 3 weeks into recovery. It’s awful!!!!!! I do not know how to rest!!! I wake up and my foot is feeling better than the day before. I start getting too confident with my knee scooter. By the end of the day my foot hurts. Then I start researching foods that promote bone healing. Not to mention I gained 5lbs, which terrifies me. So I start looking on YouTube for boot friendly workouts. I don’t even have a job to distract me. I work at UPS and has to take a short term disability. I am just a hot mess right now. When does it get better?!?!?!