feel like a trainwreck

been feeling like a trainwreck lately. i, m16 have been struggling with life this summer, and it feels like it’s wrong to even post this. i have money, friends, and all i could ask for but it’s all going to waste because i don’t take advantage of it. i’ve been feeling so lazy in the last weeks, i haven’t been responding to people and everyone has taken a step back bc of it. also, i scroll a lot, don’t try to improve myself.

does anyone know how to get out of this rut? 💔💔