(VENT) trans and school combined

Take a wild guess what this vents about? Trans bullying at school (specific name for the people who searched this up specifically hoping to find someone to relate too bcuz I do it all the time.)

But yeah it's my first two days of freshmen guys!! Ps I should be a grade above but I flunked and ended up with a class of douchbags.. feelin cute might flunk again.. hehe

Anyways

Today in gym, we had to do the 100 yard dash and this main vents about let's call him CT. He plays three different sports like track, basket ball and football or something so he's automatically way more athletic than me (also recovering from an ed and hospitalization + I'm 100% better now just working on strength back #loveurself) but like this MF is purposely trying to go against me saying "I'm gonna race this guy" with clear taunting intentions and I don't really care, I was just kinda entertained with watching a power trip happen right in front of me. A whole ass power tumble. Anyways but yeah, he ended getting distracted and racing someone else and I won whoever I was originally going against (sorry I have to brag 😞 it makes me feel just a bit better + I never brag irl lmao it's always gg) and then wants to deadname me when I hit the finish line.. it's actually kinda silly because what he thinks is my dead name isn't my dead name he pronounces it off like 2 syllables but I mean.. it's gets the point across! Better luck next time!

Also today

Transphobic homophobe and trans kids, 8 periods and hundreds of seating. What are the chances they'll get sat next to each other? 100%!!!! Yep, me and ct hand in hand, side by side and even better way in the back of the class room where no one can hear us being best friends!!! This didn't even sound real I swear I'm not lying, YES we are sat next to each other in English in the back. Also because I'm lucky asf a couple of his friends surround us Aswell!

Anyways what really happened today was he likes to lean over and ask "hows your day?" "What's up Anthony?" In a loud obviously taunting whisper and then go "oh so you wanna be like that" also jokingly while I won't respond to him. And yeah I make it sound like this is a joke but it clearly isn't if I go dead silent when he's around. Coping w joking for life ✌🏻 but I literally can't even look at him or say anything, my throat feels noosed up. Is there anyways to get past this (unable to speak??)??? Do I just need to grow some balls?? I wish. Hahaha!!!! OMFFGGG anyways

But yeah, this whole situation is so surreal, I can't believe I sit next to this dood. Tbh I'll get it on record with my mp3 cuz this is just atrocious.

This is only the top of the weener too