I need to stop wishing for a normal family part 2

Tw mention of rape Can you imagine how hard is it to be the only one who thinks underage girls shouldn’t be married? Can you imagine your mom hushing you because you think that? And you say it? Against your rapist? Can you imagine your family sitting back hearing your rapist saying how he wants to marry a 13 years old? I don’t think i will ever talk to them even if it means not being able to finish my school and living in the street. I have never felt more alone.