I’m fucking done

I’m a screw up I’m 25 have never kept a job more than 8 months at a time I tried to start a business fixing small engines but today I destroyed a 6000 dollar e bike. The customer is going to sue. I don’t even have 6k in the bank my car needs a new engine my life is a shit show it always has I’ve tried for 25 years and it hasn’t gotten better abusive parents growing up got out of hs moved out went to mechanic school started my business it was slow I was thinking recently about closing it down and today was the last nail in the coffin my car has an engine knock needs a rebuild 5k minimum and I’m getting sued for 10k for messing up the e bike so I’m going out tonight gonna floor the car on the highway till the engine goes out and keep moving if I don’t get kill in a collision I’ll pull into the grass put a match in the gas tank goodbye world