In denial

In 37 weeks pregnant and have an induction in 15 days — and I’m in denial about how my life is about to change. 🥺 I’m walking around the house cooking, showering, going to the pool, getting a pedicure and I know in the back of my mind I’m about to be a mom. . But part of me has this mental block while the other part of me is pushing myself to go enjoy things by myself while I can.

Is this normal?