Thinking...

Sometimes when I'm online shopping or just looking at cute stuff, I think: I wish I had a boyfriend to buy that kind of thing and do that kind of stuff with.

Like, for example, I was checking picnic stuff, and I thought: If I had a boyfriend, I could buy it, go with him, have a romantic picnic, and wear couple outfits...

I know I can go with my friends, but you know 🤷🏽‍♀️ — having a boyfriend would feel different...

And then I thought: is it "selfish" or "not correct" to wish for a partner just to share moments like that together? 🤔

Also, I was checking some jewelry, and I wished someone would gift me that, but then I looked at the price and thought it's better to buy it myself — because would it be selfish to make someone buy that for me...?

So, I hope that when I finally find a boyfriend, I also get a manual to understand what's actually "good" and what's actually "selfish" in a relationship.