[Fb4F] We are roommates by accident, we are both awkward, frustrated but too shy to have sex... masturbating together feels just right

You turned on the tap, feeling the warm water pour down your body. The steam coming from the hot water covered up glass walls, giving you a sense of solitude and comfort, just what you needed after another long day. Ever since I was moved in with you spending time alone became a luxury and you did not want to waste it. Your hands moved down your body, teasing yourself, though you didn't need too much of it. You craved a release, you wanted to cum so badly, it's been too fucking long. Your fingers slid between your legs and for a moment you felt a rush, leaning back against the wall, sighing. Your enjoyment didn't last too long, not a minute has passed and you heard a gentle knocking on the door, immediately snapping you out.

"Sorry- could you hurry please? I was at the gym and none of the showers were working there. I feel so gross-" You groaned and finished cleaning up, leaving the bathroom barely covered in just your towel, shooting me an annoyed glance. "I'm sorry-" I gave you a sheepish look while your eyes wandered down. I was just in my shorts, my curvy but toned body all exposed.

Your mood softened and you looked away, scratching your head. "It's okay... just be quick, I am really tired and want to sleep early." I nodded, closing the door behind me and hopping into the shower.

My situation wasn't all that different than yours. I barely had time for myself, I had a hot girl as a roommate, but you also acted cold and we barely exchanged any words. I wanted to get to know you at least but you always seemed frustrated and mad at me. Just like you, in a matter of seconds I was touching myself. Eventually my thoughts drifted towards you, how you looked in your towel, in your slutty shorts, or that time I caught you in one of your cuter underwear.

Annoyed at how long I took, you walked up to the door and knocked, only to be left ignored. You knocked again louder but when you heard the shower turn off you ran back to your bed. After a minute or so I stepped out the bathroom, frustrated, still somewhat wet, and mostly naked. The lights coming from the bathroom illuminated just enough that you could see every detail of my smooth body, before eventually I turned off the lights. I put on my underwear and got into bed, fighting my own frustration.

"Good night." I said with a cold tone and shut my eyes close, unsurprisingly sleep never came to me. I could see your face across the room, the blue light from your phone lighting it up just enough.

"Good night." You said with a monotone voice. I waited for a couple minutes, trying to sleep, but I was horny, frustrated and as my eyes got accustomed to the dark I realized you were barely wearing any clothes.

"Didn't you want to sleep early tonight?" I tried to sound not passive aggressive and after a bit of silence I continued "I'm sorry about interrupting your shower.."

"Don't mention it, just sleep. It's fine." With no further intentions I stopped talking and eventually your phone was turned off. I waited and waited patiently, until I was sure enough you were asleep. I grabbed a bottle of lube, popping it open, an unmistakable sound that made your ears perk up. Soon, my fingers were all slick and wet and I started touching myself, something I never dared to do while you were present. It felt dirty and exciting. You could hear the wet sounds, soft quiet gasps and it drove you crazy.

You always treated me differently than any other guy, of course I looked girly, acted soft and while it was annoying that you couldn't be alone I never hit on you or made you feel unsafe, ever. You never saw me as a real guy, you were sure I was gay or had small dick or whatever that made me unfit for you. Seeing my body multiple times you couldn't help but find it exciting, cute and now you were curious to find what I was really capable of. Even as you tried to brush away your thoughts, hearing my moans you felt yourself getting wet. You didn't even try to hold back as you started rubbing yourself, you craved more. You wanted to sit next to me, see me, feel me and kiss me as we both jerked off together. But it all felt too awkward, there were no ways to make it happen... unless one of us made a move.

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Hi. I'm looking for something realistic, awkward, detailed and very steamy. I don't mind your experience level as long as you are real, into it, and give details. I'd like to focus on building up tension, exploring each other's bodies, teasing, awkward realistic interactions, edging together. Id like it if this was long term and we slowly opened towards mutual masturbation, touching each other, using toys, filling condoms and eventually cumming all over you if you find that hot. Big bonus if you like outercourse, while actual sex should not be on the table for a good reason, maybe eventually we could go there but it has to take a while. You can bring your own kinks as long as it's not a limit for me I can negotiate. You can learn about my kinks on my profile though most of those are not relevant to this.