Soni Soni Raisoni

So finally, I’ve enrolled in a college in my local area, after spending two years in Kota.
Yes, I never really studied there, and I regret that.
I guess I never truly dreamt of getting into a Tier 1 college — it was more of my parents' hope, or maybe their trust in me, thinking I was studying seriously.
I couldn’t even pass my board exams on the first attempt — got a compartment in May.
Although I’ve passed 12th now and enrolled in a BTech CSE program, there’s still a bit of guilt.
I do regret it, but I know that regret alone won’t change anything.
Still, there’s this fear lingering in my mind — am I even capable of doing BTech in CSE?
Today was my first day at college. Everything went well, and I could understand the topics...
But even then, there's this fear — and I don’t even know exactly what I’m afraid of.

tldr- i have enrolled in a college!!