Therapist or exorcist

⚠️18+ Read at your own risk, panagang mog ampo daan kay naay negative energy ani from my inner demon 😂🤣.

Stuck between violence or positive thinking ( hurting myself physically ). I am not in pain, I embrace my pain pero karon gusto ko mag suicide curious ko what's after life looks like. Gusto ko ma overdose or unsa pa diha. Hiktan akong liog gamit alambre, mo ambak og pangpang, and shits.

Pray for my soul. I like my suffering raw pero karon I feel like naay dako nga bitin nag tuyok sakong liog ga tuk-on ko. Feeling nako nakalansang akong dughan kay nag numb na, wala nako kaila sako kaugalingon pag mo lalom na akong ginahuna-huna I'm drowning. Feeling nako always ko gabaklay nga gahukas and my eyes are closed...nowhere to go. My soul is mourning, I am so dry. Alive but dead.