Help, I'm attracted to incels and dont know why

Guys, WTF

Like what's wrong with me, lmao. I need help low-key Im attracted to incels, I love how small and pathetic they are. I want to dominate them sexually lmaoooo. What do I do bros, do I go for it or seek therapy 🤔

Also, is there some sort of alternative i can go for with the same pathetic vibes. I know this is a weird post. Thanks for any advice 💀 BTW im a gay male....