I thought that i would take all these to my grave.

Fuck it.. I(21M) used to fuckinggggg shove the bidet up my ahh and let the water go till my every organs hurt. (Early boy teeen times).

Then after that something inside from my ahh came down like the internal structure of my ahole or something then i would start to pinch and scar that shit till i bled....oooof it was nice then, but now when I look back. I think i had some issues bruv.

And yeah this too when people open up to me like with their traumas and stuff, I used to get the hardest boners of all time. Like like it wasn't even sexual most of the time, it was like my body telling me that i could fuck them and fix them.. Idk shit was bad.

And I think I'm bi. Kinda more gay but still And I do have a gf whom I love and cherish the most in this world so yea.. (I think she's also bi but idk) Yea okay bye