Memories

I miss you everyday. Not all day long, but in random, unexpected moments. When something happens and you are still the first person I want to share it with, or when something makes me laugh and I know it would make you laugh too.

I know we weren’t perfect, I know I wasn’t. But we were good even when everything was pushing on us so hard. Sometimes I wish we didn’t meet back then, but now. Now that I am better and you seem to be too. Now that all the difficulties we would have been through are in the past and any challenge that could come up I know we would face better.

The memory of you is warm. Sometimes it makes me laugh when I think of our good moments, sometimes it makes me sad cause I lost you. But it always makes me glad to have met you.

I still care about you, I still love you. But now quietly and from distance. I hope you feel it there, somehow. And that if you ever feel low, that feeling catches you and lifts you up, even if it is just a little.