This has wasted years of my life away.

I really would love to go out, explore new things, meet up with friends but this bad breath has taken over my life. I just want to hide from the world due to embarrassment. Half my 20s I’ve wasted hiding from people and this isn’t a life to live. What am I doing wrong? Fuck.

My summers wasting away there’s so many things I’d love to do but the one time I step outside I come back home absolutely ashamed and don’t want to leave.