I miss the thrill of being single

I feel like a terrible person but it’s true. I have been married for going on 8 years now and our sex life has become very transactional. There’s no pursuit, no passion, and frankly as of lately, no desire.

I miss being pursued and exploring different things in the bedroom. I miss foreplay. I miss flirting.

Last night, I went out with a few girlfriends for a couple drinks and there was this young college kid that was all about me. I may or may not have flirted back with him 🫣 he paid for a few drinks and left me his number. I’ve been staring at the number in my phone all morning and I can’t decide if I want to dip my toes in the water.