I hate my feet

I have (had) a short tendon in my feet that made me walk on my toes. It caused walking long distances to be painfull, I'd always sprain my ankles, and got bullied for it. Since then ive gotten a surgery to lengthen them but I still face problems, like walking long distances (sometimes short ones) makes me incredibly sore, very easily. Im so sick of still facing problems after getting a vey invasive and rough to recover from surgery that was supposed to fix this.

I hate my feet, I wish I didnt have to to deal with this. It feels like I'll have to live with this for the rest of my life.